slacking

Was thinking once I finally got back here that I wasn't slacking all that much if it had only been two days since my last post. Somehow I lost a few days and I had the dates messed up and it's been four. And this is what i do. I"ll be all into a project, writing project that is, and then I just let it fall by the wayside. I started this to keep me writing and was really enjoying it. I think then it almost felt like work. Like uh oh what the hell am i supposed to write about now. A few days after i started posting I say this book at the library called something like what i ate for lunch, better ideas for your blog. I thought please i have so much to write about i won't I think felt I needed to have some thing, or issue to go off on. Really I don't. This is for me. Was started for me. I started telling more and more people about it and then I got worried about what people might think. well screw that. if you read me you know and love me. at least at this pount as not everyone one i know even knows this blog exsists. Unless you few people start sending me out to your friedns and people you know. Well then what do I care anyway as I probably don't know those people anyway. :) So I'm back and I will hopefully be back every day so Wendi can keep reading me with her morning coffee. Brought my laptop here with me to work to actually get in a few posts today since no one i break with or lunch with would be with me i figured there would be plenty of opportunity. Moning break I get my Pumpernickel bread and hot chocolate to go sit outside with. I've been hearing all moring how nice it is. well I forgot the laptop and was too lazy to go back around to the desk and get it. Before lunch miss Mary calls and wants me to come by for lunch. She lost her dad recently and no one has been able to get her on the phone for awhile. Of course I am going to visit her. Laptop stayed here in the library. Finally here I am afternoon break and it is finally gorgeous outside. Was not even close to this for morning break. Loving the sun. Having a tough time seeing the screen but thats ok. Should have brought my sunglasses out. :) Not about to go get them either. I think it's good Mark came in and let me know he's be reading shortly before my break was to come. Normally he's not in till after break. Maybe that was meant to be so i'd get my ass back to my blog! This is where I like to be though enjoying the gorgeous weather and writing. Things I have always loved. If only it will stay this nice for tomorrow. I'll finally be getting a day with the hubby. It has been quite awhile since we've gotten out on out own. We're going to the Hard Rock at Yankee Stadium for lunch, and then of course the game. That is the plan so far anyway. He wanted to leave earliere cause he wants to get more tickets for more games. Fine he has his bomber bucks to use and i believe they are only good for this season but he can get his tickets any other time. He's got quality time to spend with his wife. I know there won't be much conversation during the game so the before time is mine! At least thats how i see it. Especially since we're going to his "new home." But whatever. Sort of like when we went to the exhibition game it was all about him. I didn't exsist. I didn't get married at the old place and wouldn't miss it much. Anyway it seems most years, and my husband should probably be able to check his stats for you to prove me right or wrong, my first game of the season is usually one of the shittiest days for a game. Cold, overcast, rainy, whatever. At leats this is how i remember them. I would like one more day of the gorgeous weather. I've worked full days these first finally nice spring days. My little enjoyment has been breaks outside on our locked in patio. And lunch yesterday at my dads where i laid out on the deck a good 25 minutes feeling the heat of the sun on my skin, loving the sound of the neighbors waterfall. Can't I get a full day to enjoy the good weather? Sprong is the best though. Nothing beats watching the green of the flowers starting to pop out of the ground. Love that I finally have some flowers of my own growing in the yard and they didn't get destroyed by the guys working on the house.