then i get sick

was told it's hard to read with the black and white so i'm trying larger and hope it helps :) maybe i have allergies now. who knows. i'm getting older and they can develop. I love sprng but i always seem to get sick. especially when we have eighty dergree days and then fifity degree days. just too much for me. I always get a cough tho. i do not get itchy or watery eyes like i thought were involved with allergies. I know i get completely stuffed up and can't stand it. But I really hate it when I get up in the morning and cannot swallow. Started last week and went away enough for me to get to the dentist for the first time in ages. The next day its back. If i don't have something to drink next to my bed I'm hurting till i make it down the stairs. I have taken allergy medicine for the congestion from time to time but mostly its aspirin and sudafed. and lots and lots of it. Had to stop at my dads for some mint hard candies to suck on to get through the day at work yesterday. Oh and vicks at night when it gets that bad. But if you've gotten that crazy email like i have that says about putting the vicks on your feet and then putting yur socks on and going to bed. the shit works i swear. I wanted to bang my head against the wall to feel better i was so congested. vicks on the feet i swear it worked. sure i still had a runny nose but i wasn't in pain. now i've not been deathly sick or anything just the annoying shitty kind where you can still function pretty well and go to work and do all the other crap you have to your just dragging ass doing it. Then of course the kids get it some and i get no sleep cause they are up a few times a night and then I am up seperate times from when they are up cause i feel like shit myself. My husband never hears a thing. i ask all the time did you hear him when jake is up 3 times a night. no he always says no. gee, wish i could sleep like that for a few nights in a row than maybe i wouldn't have these crappy black circles under my eyes for the wedding i have to go to tonight. And of course every other day. I know they're really bad when i get up and my eyes hurt. I'm not tired enough to sleep but it just feels much better to keep my eyes closed. I've done the cucumber thing and it'll help, or at least feel really good while they're on my eyes. When i remove them its not any better. Heard about using potatoes may have to try that. i guess the best thing about being woken up so damn early all the time is if I give in and get my butt right up like this morning, when i had to cause jake peed in the bed, i get my blogging in nice and early. was thinking of giving it up but maybe i'll try again to keepn it going. see how wishy washy i am with all of this