1 week 2 lbs

i guess thats really not too bad for the first week huh? it just sucks cause it seemed like i had a shot at a lot more. of course we all know it's never that easy so why would i even think that. endless hope i suppose. so i'm holding at 157. weighed myself anout ten times already today. got a 156 twice but also a 158 once. and of course 157 at least five times so that's where i am. i am also stuck upstairs in the corner of my bedroom today since my hubby forgot to reconnect the wireless last night. i'm getting extra exercise in running up and down the stairs so i can actually get on the internet today. but typing here is annoying the shit out of me because i'm so used to my laptop i'm making tons of annoying mistakes i have to keep going back to fix and that's taking even more time and i already know i'll be lucky if i get in all i want to do today!
while running around yesterday i actually remembered to hit kmart for my xmas present for myself and got the biggest loser wii game while it was still on sale. of course i played it about 15 minutes yesterday just to try it out but really have yet to get into it. so far i like it a lot cause it weighed me in at 154lbs. so just like that i lost and extra 3 lbs isn't that great. haha. i've got to stick to the scale unless of course i really get into the game and start doing it religiously. you never know, stranger things have happened but i just feel almost like doing these games and all these other things i've been doing the past week have been to avoid doing a real workout like i was doing before and i know worked. so maybe i've got to try to get both in or at the least every other day switch off.
this morning i did the tae bo 40 min fat blasting cardio i had been doing like every day when i was got to my lowest weight. it really didn't want to and in the begining i was just going though the motions. as i kept going it got better and i felt better that i was sticking with it and actually able to do it. it was hard and i was gross and sweaty but i finished the damn thing. even if i had to stop a few times for jake and the phone. thats really hard to keep going after u get interrupted but i knew i had to finish. so i did and i feel good.
my knee was not feeling so good. after the bike yesterday i was exhaused. my whole body hurt and when the little guys went to bed at 9 last night i did too. i was done! i was sure i would barely be able to walk this morning but i felt really good. i could barely make it up the stairs to get to bed. i also slept up till the alarm went off to get emily up, with a few quick wake ups overnight but that was about 11 hours! i guess i really needed the extra sleep. :) and it paid off. sure my knees weren't thrilled when i did the squats in the dvd but i got through them with a little pain. i figure as long as they didn't give out on me i was good ! :)
so now jake is harassing me up here for this computer and since its the only one working i guess he'll be having a turn. i'm going to go play some biggest loser wii and hope he leaves me alone and is happy playing here for a bit.