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yup! damn u j&r's. what sucks is my burger was sooo not good but of course i ate most of the damn thing anyway. why is it when you're really craving something half the time when u finally get it it just doesn't live up to what its supposed to b. my burger was waaaaaaay overdone and had that crispy charred burned taste. of course i could have sent it back but being the paranoid i am and having seen that movie waiting i'm just afraid what they'd do to it. needless to say rob and i will never b going back to that j&r's. of course it sucks cause its so close to the house. still love the one in stony brook and will go there next time. whats funny is his steak was probably one of the best he had. oh well. so i ate some of the free bread and butter they give u. then we got the garlic cheesy bread. yum. which i ate more than i should have since i was pissed about the burger and fries. which as i said i ate. the onion straws were yummy. and then tho we never ever have before in all the times we've been to any of the j&r's we got dessert. browine sundae for me w/choc ice cream almost made up for the sucky burger.
well if i had actually waited a bit before ordering and eating desert i would have felt how full i already was. since i then shoveled in the dessert i so regretted it later. i was so disgustingly full and man was my stomach killing me. i swear i was more stuffed last night than on thanksgiving when you're supposed to stuff yourself. after we got home it wasn't long before the kids bedtime so once i got the little ones to sleep i was oput myself sick as could be. it's almnost 10 am and i'm still not even hungry. normally i'm starving and must have breakfast. don't want anything to do with food so far today! lesson learned. i know i ate more cause i was not happy with what i really wanted. nothing like emotional eating right there!
i'm also really damn tired this morning. gee could all that crappy fatty food from last night have something to do with it? i'm up to 30 squats while brushing my teeth and i stuck with that this morn. and i did 2 sets of 50 crunches. no bad i guess. but for me not really good. esp. when i've got some ground to make up. think i really should get up off my ass and get in my 8 mins before roxanne get here at least. she's not even two but this kid never naps when i have her so i know i'm not getting in much today. maybe i'll try and watch the new biggest loser show dvr'd from last night and at least walk while i watch or something if i can.