156!? 158

ok so my sweet husband turned off the wireless last night cause he was having trouble with it so when i tried to get on this morning it of course would not work. if i had actually gone to work today who knows when i'd be here for you. :) anyway got up weighed myself. and lovely 156 came up. four times. i did it four times and it was 156 each time. now that was nice and i could be happy about it but i knew it wasn't quite right or something. and like i've said your weight fluctuates throughout the day so you never know. i wasn't banking on that 156 but i was happy about it. about as long as it took me to take my shower and get dressed for work i was happy. of course when i got dressed and my clothes were tight and made me look like crap well then i wasn't too hapy about that 156 anymorw because its still a long way to go no matter what.
so i'm dressed and feeling fat and look outside and its snowing. yet again on a sat. i love the snow as long as i do not have to go anywhere. so i watched the weather, listened to the radio and called my dad and decidied that it just wasn't worth it to drive to work. they suck there anyway and could care less if something happened to me on my way. thought about having rob drive me but then we'd have to wake the kids and all get out on the road in it and thats plain stupid. so here i am at home. :) and it can keep snowing all it wants i'm not going anywhere today.
recap last night i had a bowl of cheerios for dinner. yeah real healthy i know but you'll see i'm not a fruit and veggie person and i've done ok. i could eat breakfast for everymeal. i love lots of cereals, bacon, eggs, and of course the good white carbs like french toast, pancakes, bagels, even plain old toast which is what i have a lot of mornings. this morning got in my squats and crunches and then it was all about the snow for a bit. woke my husband getting undressed for work and had our own special kind of exercise because miracle of miracles both little ones were still sleeping!(big boys are at their dads) at 8:30 am in this house thats a feat! we do have to get back to that school sked soon tho.
after i woke emily and made us breakfast cause i was starving by then. healthy white toast with butter and some choc milk. i did not stop eating this healthy breakfast when i lost 75lbs i won't stop now. i did go from one two slices down to one and em gets more butter than i do too. if i'm making it for her and then jake too some mornings i can't not eat it it smells too good. and of course if i do sometimes i find myself eating their crust in addition to whatever alternative i've eaten and then i'm eating more so how does that make sense.
i let the kids play wii and put a movie on my laptop to watch figuring i'd walk for half and hour while watching and get some exercise in. well i walked/jogged in front of the laptop with the big headphones on for the length of the movie. and hour and a half. go me! sure i had to stop a few times for the kids and the dog. and when my husband came down i felt a little funny and stopped for a bit. but got over it after a few minutes and went back to my movie and exercise and blocked him out like i do the kids. you just have to sometimes. i'm so not an its all about me person but sometimes its gotta be or i'm not happy than of course nobodys happy.
the movie ends and i'm feeling really good. sure my legs are tired but i feel good. maybe a little randy too. to bad my husband went out to get the car inspected. anyway i go weigh myself again because i could not trust the 156 and lo and behold i'm 158 now. no big surprise there of course. sure it would have been nice to still be 156 but really was that actually gonna happen that quickly. don't think so. so 158 today and i guess thats really not to bad since i'm just getting started.
you'll see i am obsessive about weighing myself. i do it quite a lot in a day. as long as i'm writing about it here it'll give me license to do it even more too! :) i'm sure i'll do it again a little later and maybe be back for more today. still have to get in my tea bo at least 8 min today too. plenty of time its only noon. as for last night i weighed myself once more before bed. the dreaded 160 showed up and i of course weighed myself at least twice more to make sure it was right. it was but it was also the end of the day and as i've found your always heaviest then so that one never really counts. at least it doesn't count for me how bout you?