jeans

155 still. :) weighed myself before i finally got in the shower at like 4:30 this afternoon. i figure it was best that way anyway since i babysat colin and roxanne today and got spit up on a bit. why get cleaned up if i'm going to be a mess playing on the floor all day anyway? so out of the shower i was dreading putting on my jeans to go out to dinner with the hubby. these are the ones i tried to wear a few days b4 new years at my high school girls gathering of us girls at marisa house. they are an 8 which is high for me since i've lost my weight. yes i'm sure there are plenty of you cursing me out now for bitching about a size 8 jeans. sorry but when you've gone from being 16-18's for so long down to 4-6's, eights being tight sucks! no way was i going to go out and buy 10's again. or try to dig some out of the attic if i even saved any. so these were so tight on my thighs i could not get them up. after i finish this i'm going to try on the pair i actually wore that day and see if they fit better now too. so these are on and up. a little snug on the thigh but i do not feel like i'm going to bust a seam like i did on the pants i wore to work last night. too bad i can't wear jeans to work. at last i feel a difference in my clothes. but it just goes to show that size is relative. the pants i wore last night were an 8 too. i wish there was a real size chart one could go by. it all depends on the damn designer. and what size they feel like putting on the label. so yeah i try not to get too crazy about size numbers. which is how i wound up at 18. but still its screwed up that some things i can buy extra small and others i'm a medium. at least with tops. i have to say i have not bought myself pants in some time. i was given lots of clothes from lots of people once i started losing weight. and i still get them. it has been such a great help to not have to buy all new. and really who could? i definitely don't make that kind of money! so anyway jeans fit today woo hoo! now after i go out to my yummy dinner tonight will they fit tomoro? hope so